Never thought I'd ever be quoting Megan Fox, but she makes a point.
I've been through way too much lately to be taking more of this shit.
I love you both, you're both my friends.
Exam week is tough. Real tough. We say "oh it's easy," but inside some of us are breaking.
I like for real was about to just sit down and cry this week. It's like there wasn't a single moment of just peaceful quiet, there was always something on my mind, like a huge decision. This could make it or break it. They go on my high school record. If I don't do well here, I'll never be placed in advance classes, if I don't get placed in advanced classes then I won't get to show colleges my full potential, if I don't show colleges my full potential then I won't be accepted to an ivy league, if I don't get accepted into an ivy league I'll have to go to some lesser school, if I don't graduate from a great school then I won't get hired for a good job. And THEN. -breath- I just don't know what to do. It's not easy when you feel as the rest of your life resides on this one moment.
-it's terrible-
So, a lot of drama's been in school. Truthfully, I don't give a fuck.
But on to my friend problems.
I want to be friends with them, but I can't get the old ones off my back. /FML
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